do you remember the first time you were called annoying?
how your breath stopped short in your chest
the way the light drained from your eyes, though you knew your cheeks were ablaze
the way your throat tightened as you tried to form an argument that got lost on your tongue.
your eyes never left the floor that day.
you were 13.
you’re 20 now, and i still see the light fade from your eyes when you talk about your interests for “too long,”
apologies littering every other sentence,
words trailing off a cliff you haven’t jumped from in 7 years.
i could listen to you forever, though i know speaking for more than 3 uninterrupted minutes makes you anxious.
all i want you to know is that you deserve to be heard
for 3 minutes
for 10 minutes
for 2 hours
there will be people who cannot handle your grace, your beauty, your wisdom, your heart;
mostly because they can’t handle their own.
but you will never be
and have never been
i need a hug right now also five hundred thousand dollars in cash
you know your self-esteem sucks when a really cute guy shows interest in you and you think it’s some sort of sick joke
do you ever write a message but halfway through you think “you know what fuck it they dont even care” and delete it
You can tell a lot about someone by the music they listen to. Hit shuffle in your iPod/iPhone/iTunes/media player and write down the first 10 songs. Then pass this on to 10 people. Tagged by grumpychloe
- pills and coffee by the donnis trio
- warrior by demi lovato
- youth by daughter
- lovely by sara haze
- the funeral by band of horses
- careful by paramore
- never grow up by taylor swift
- ifhy by tyler the creator
- i know girls (body love) by mary lambert
- the scientist by coldplay
and i don’t feel like tagging anyone specific so IF YOU SEE THIS I TAG YOU YES YOU do it you know you wanna